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"When you're falling, dive." - Joseph Campbell
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WOOT! Two posts one after another! Mwahaha! Spam!
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OH MY GAWD! I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELLO LIVEJOURNAL AND LIVEJOURNAL FRIENDS!!! <3
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OH MY GAWD! I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELLO LIVEJOURNAL AND LIVEJOURNAL FRIENDS!!! <3
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It has been suggested that I do not write anything of this sort, but I would like to clarify something for the last time.
James,
My intentions are not to insult you or offend you in any way. I would really appreciate it if you would STOP trying to do whatever it is you're doing.
Please save yourself the troubles, time and any efforts put into attempting to repair any thing that you "might" think is repairable. There is absolutely nothing left.
The bridges have been burned a long time ago, incase you haven't noticed. I have elected to not stay in contact with you because, to sum it all up, that phase of my life was the worst, and I wish to never have to go through what had happened, EVER again. Don't get me wrong, I screwed up too, but to say it bluntly, you are nothing but a bad memory and I do not see any productivity, or anything positive about having any association to you.
I have made no effort and have showed no interest in maintaining any relation to you. And please do NOT take this post as an "invite". I will make it clear that I do NOT want to talk to you.
And in the future, if you ever happen to see me, please do not find some indirect way to talk to me. Safeway that day, was just... I don't have a word for it. No one said a thing, but I am NOT stupid. Just judging by how you sent the girl you were talking to, over to a department she clearly did not work in, just to talk to me or ask me something. I consider that to be inappropriate. If that was your girlfriend, she should have just kicked you in the shin and went back to work.
You are probably sitting there wondering what the hell you did and telling yourself you have said nothing to offend me in any way. Honestly I am not offended, I just do not want the hassle of trying to keep you out of my life.
As you can obviously see, Both Dee and I have moved on with our lives and are in happy relationships for once. Just because you see or hear one, or both, of us, it doesn't mean you have to hold on to that moment and hope that we'll talk to you.
Anyways, I've wrote more than needed to get my point across. But thank you for those "wishes", they sounded somewhat sincere and meaningful.
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[21 Feb 2007|06:33pm] |
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Happy Birthday to meeee.
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We got it! How exciting!!!!! XD
I love training people. Its reassuring that my boss believes I am doing well enough to teach someone else how things work around here. Plus it gives me some more responsibility. Plus it puts the notes I spent soooo long creating, into some good use. The lady I'm training is doing really well for her first day and I am looking forward to being able to teach her as much as I can so I can advance as well. :D
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Haaaaapppppppppy Valentines Day to all my sweeties! :P Love you all :D <33 xoxoxoxoxox
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[17 Nov 2006|03:02am] |
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To this day, you still do not even shed one ounce of respect towards me.
Why the hell would I want to talk to you?
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Life is getting better.
So so much better.
Alot of upcoming changes but hell, after doing what we just did, this will be a breeze!
I'm excited for the outcomes.
Ants is too.
He's so much happier now, I can see it in his eyes.
Best decision, EVER!
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BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!
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YAY! Soo much good news! I'm so happy!! :D I love my Ants!
My baby is so incredibly cute! I can't stand it! Lol! He's up to like 10 word phrases. He started school, I went with him on his first day! Just soo cute! I'm a proud mommy! Thats for sure!!
I talked to Brett a few days ago! ZOMG I missed him sooo much!!! <33 He wanted me to come out and chillax with him and everyone at Pats party. I was just too exhausted and slept right through his call. Aww :( I wouldn't have wanted to go anyways for a couple reasons, So I figured I'd make it up to Pat later, considering hes excited for me coming back too! Lol! Two day ago, I went over to Boo's and we watched "V is for Vendetta"! That movie is insane! It was awesome, I suggest you watch it :D I'm gonna bug him again tonight if he's around. lol.
I've been talking to Ants alot lately. I've managed to keep his attention on
the phone for like 2 hours every night almost. Lol! We've been making some new plans and goals over the last three days! Serious ones too! YAY!
Apparently Errol and Jen are missing me! AWWW!! :D Especially Errol, awww! I feel loved! <3 The two asked me if we (Ants and I) wanted to take a trip down to Las Vegas to meet them there for their vacation. I was so incredibly flattered! Now if only I had the funds. :( I think we'll make plans for next year though! Gosh I love those two!! <3
Three days ago, Melly was offered a really good job! 22/hr XD I was like NOOO WAY!!!! Here two days and already offered jobs! NICE! Thats awesome!
Anyways got some responsibilities I need to skip off to do.
<3 I miss you guys (You know who you are!!)
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[09 Aug 2006|05:10pm] |
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HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY, JUSTIN!
Mommy loves you very much and is grateful to have such a wonderful son! <333
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxox
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[20 May 2006|04:25pm] |
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So nothing too exciting has happened over the last two months. I took lots of picture though. Holy hell! Calgary is ROASTING hot! Took some pretty pictures, I also have MILLIONS of Justin and I that I'd love to share :D Those will be posted in Friends Only though :D
( Piccies! )
You know what this picture reminds me of? The Three Musketeers
( My Ironic Analogy )
How exciting I must say! Next month is Anthonys Birthday AND our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! That's right! ONE year has passed already! Nothing bad has happened and I couldn't be more happier. Many plans have been made, and I'm glad that I can finally feel that "Happy and comfortable" feeling. Not one ounce of doubt has come up and everything is just... amazing!
Justin pictures tomorrow! YAY! :D
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[17 Feb 2006|08:53pm] |
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So I re-evaluated my priorities tonight!
Who needs negativity in their life anyway? Certainly not me, I've had enough over the years that the last 8 months has proven to me that I don't have to live with it. I can just... Remove it!
Ants is definately a great guy and I admire him to the max. It's not everyday someone as amazing as him just walks into your life and wants to stay! XD
He's taught me many things actually. Without one doubt in my mind, I trust his words. I admire him in every way, and I'm glad he has the optimism and proper mindset to help guide me in the directions that best suit my interests.
There is no need for flaming.
There is no need for stooping.
There is no need to beat a dead horse.
But most of all...
There is absolutely no need to be associated with the things that have broken me in the past.
I've worked so hard to get where I am. Why relapse?
Why bother?
I'm better than that.
"Who I am hates who I've been."
But who I've been makes who I am. If I hadn't experienced what was experienced, then I wouldn't be as knowledgable of what the world is capable of.
The difference between now and then is simply. I can sit back, kick up my feet and feel comfortable knowing that I'm safe. I have everything that I've ever asked for in my grasp, finally. I'm never letting go of it! Want to know why? Because I AM HAPPY! Before, I couldn't. Before, I didn't. And before, I wasn't.
I know who to listen to, their opinions actually matter.
(Edited on Feb 21, 2006 - HAPPPY BIIRRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEE! - Best year ever! Excited to celebrate many more happy years to come!! I love you baby! )
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You know what really puts my mind a ease? The fact that Justin and Anthony both really like eachother.
I know Anthony wouldn't ever hurt me, so I don't have to deal with him hurting Justin too.
The last thing I want is having some asshole in my life who would hurt me and my son. (We don't need that shit!)
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