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17 November 2006 @ 03:02 am
To this day, you still do not even shed one ounce of respect towards me.
Why the hell would I want to talk to you?
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09 November 2006 @ 05:36 am
Life is getting better.
So so much better.
Alot of upcoming changes but hell, after doing what we just did, this will be a breeze!
I'm excited for the outcomes.
Ants is too.
He's so much happier now, I can see it in his eyes.
Best decision, EVER!
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13 September 2006 @ 04:04 pm
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06 September 2006 @ 07:24 pm
YAY! Soo much good news! I'm so happy!! :D I love my Ants!

My baby is so incredibly cute! I can't stand it! Lol! He's up to like 10 word phrases. He started school, I went with him on his first day! Just soo cute! I'm a proud mommy! Thats for sure!!

I talked to Brett a few days ago! ZOMG I missed him sooo much!!! <33 He wanted me to come out and chillax with him and everyone at Pats party. I was just too exhausted and slept right through his call. Aww :( I wouldn't have wanted to go anyways for a couple reasons, So I figured I'd make it up to Pat later, considering hes excited for me coming back too! Lol! Two day ago, I went over to Boo's and we watched "V is for Vendetta"! That movie is insane! It was awesome, I suggest you watch it :D I'm gonna bug him again tonight if he's around. lol.

I've been talking to Ants alot lately. I've managed to keep his attention on
the phone for like 2 hours every night almost. Lol! We've been making some new plans and goals over the last three days! Serious ones too! YAY!

Apparently Errol and Jen are missing me! AWWW!! :D Especially Errol, awww! I feel loved! <3 The two asked me if we (Ants and I) wanted to take a trip down to Las Vegas to meet them there for their vacation. I was so incredibly flattered! Now if only I had the funds. :( I think we'll make plans for next year though! Gosh I love those two!! <3

Three days ago, Melly was offered a really good job! 22/hr XD I was like NOOO WAY!!!! Here two days and already offered jobs! NICE! Thats awesome!

Anyways got some responsibilities I need to skip off to do.

<3 I miss you guys (You know who you are!!)
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29 August 2006 @ 02:56 pm
heh... fuck that!
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09 August 2006 @ 05:10 pm


Mommy loves you very much and is grateful to have such a wonderful son! <333

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04 June 2006 @ 05:36 am
It hurts, doesn't it?
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20 May 2006 @ 04:25 pm
So nothing too exciting has happened over the last two months. I took lots of picture though. Holy hell! Calgary is ROASTING hot! Took some pretty pictures, I also have MILLIONS of Justin and I that I'd love to share :D Those will be posted in Friends Only though :D

Piccies!Collapse )

You know what this picture reminds me of? The Three Musketeers
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How exciting I must say! Next month is Anthonys Birthday AND our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY! That's right! ONE year has passed already! Nothing bad has happened and I couldn't be more happier. Many plans have been made, and I'm glad that I can finally feel that "Happy and comfortable" feeling. Not one ounce of doubt has come up and everything is just... amazing!

Justin pictures tomorrow! YAY! :D
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08 April 2006 @ 10:45 pm
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17 February 2006 @ 08:53 pm
So I re-evaluated my priorities tonight!

Who needs negativity in their life anyway? Certainly not me, I've had enough over the years that the last 8 months has proven to me that I don't have to live with it. I can just... Remove it!

Ants is definately a great guy and I admire him to the max. It's not everyday someone as amazing as him just walks into your life and wants to stay! XD

He's taught me many things actually. Without one doubt in my mind, I trust his words. I admire him in every way, and I'm glad he has the optimism and proper mindset to help guide me in the directions that best suit my interests.

There is no need for flaming.
There is no need for stooping.
There is no need to beat a dead horse.
But most of all...
There is absolutely no need to be associated with the things that have broken me in the past.

I've worked so hard to get where I am. Why relapse?
Why bother?
I'm better than that.

"Who I am hates who I've been."

But who I've been makes who I am. If I hadn't experienced what was experienced, then I wouldn't be as knowledgable of what the world is capable of.

The difference between now and then is simply. I can sit back, kick up my feet and feel comfortable knowing that I'm safe. I have everything that I've ever asked for in my grasp, finally. I'm never letting go of it! Want to know why? Because I AM HAPPY! Before, I couldn't. Before, I didn't. And before, I wasn't.

I know who to listen to, their opinions actually matter.

(Edited on Feb 21, 2006 - HAPPPY BIIRRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEE! - Best year ever! Excited to celebrate many more happy years to come!! I love you baby! )
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